
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Stupid Army!!!
I HOPE things get together soon!
♥ Honeybear & Snookums
Its getting CLOSER and CLOSER!!
4 days left!!!
♥ Honeybear & Snookums
Saturday, February 14, 2009
ALMOST TIME!!!
14 months and 6 days thats how many days we have been apart. But in about 5 days i am going to have theman of my dreams in my arms again. That means 434 days sleeping bed alone, 434 days coming home to your stuffed animals that remind you of the one you are without, 434 days without kisses from the one you love, 434 days without those arms you grew to love so much raping around you. Thats how many days as of the 14th of Feburary that we have been apart. It has been the HARDEST 14 months of my life. But to be honest it has not only made me stronger and him stronger but it has made our relationship SO much stronger; considering we had only been together a few months before he was taken from my life.
Its hard to believe that those 14 months are almost over and i about to have him in my arms. To HUG him SQUEEZE him LOVE on him and show him just how much i missed him! The serious FINAL countdown has started. Soon it will be down to the minutes. I think what has made this seem SO much more real is the FRG letter that one of Sal's friends wife sent me the other day; giving me all of the information about the homecoming and all that jazz. And there was this one line that honestly made me smile from ear to ear, and here it is "this will be the first time you get to see your Soldier." Seeing this and reading it just made me think of the first time that i get to see him. I mean after all these months, i have gotten to see him on webcam but honestly it is not the same as seeing them in person. Being able to touch the skin that you have longed for, feel the skin that you have touched so many times. It BOGGLES my mind that he is going to be home. I was thinking to myself the other day when i was walking Kaelyn around the back yard, how different is it going to be with him home? I mean different in a good/weird way. I mean one gets SO used to doing everything alone, how are you going to react knowing that there is someone there to help you. I am going to love it. I miss having him home with me. I miss having him in the car with me, singing songs with me and dancing like CRAZY MONKIES in the car. There are so many things that i could just keep going on and on and on about what i miss about him. But i think the most important this is that i miss him. Im just READY to have him home, for him to be able to hold me and be able to hold his daughter for the first time. I know he is going to fall even more in love with her then he already is. She has stolen my ♥ that i know that she is going to steal daddys ♥ even more. I AM JUST SO EXCITED!!!!!
On another note, heres an update on me and kaelyn. We are doing GREAT! We had ourselves a little cold that is still kind of lingerng on. But other then that we are doing good. We have been taking trips to get things ready for daddy. She is also getting into her routine of eating and sleeping. She is still in her sleeping alot stage but she is getting better at being awake and looking at things. She has started to roll over from being on her tummy. She is doing really good. We both have our month check up on the 20th of this month (day after daddy gets home, good to have him be involved with baby) ad we will see to make sure that everything is all fine. I mean i have been feeling fine; besides the rash that i had a few weeks ago and the cramping i got from getting on the mini pill. Im getting excited about getting this check up done knowing that we are both even better then we are, i mean i dont know for a fact that everything is okay, but from how we are doing im assuming we are. We are just READY for daddy to be home!!!