Kaelyn ♥

Here are some pictures of Kaelyn that i took today that i am just messing around with. ♥

♥ Honeybear & Snookums

Stupid Army!!!

SOOOOOOOOOO i hear from Sal and we get to talk ALOT and i got to see him on webcam; which i LOVE!! But then this morning he finds out that instead of leaving the 16th he is leaving the 17th. So im hoping that he will still be home the same day that he is intented to be home, not later. I mean i am SO ready for him to walk in the door right now, but COME ON ARMY!!!! Can you just get your shit together and just get the men home!!! Im just venting. Im just ready to have my hubby home with me and our baby girl.

I HOPE things get together soon!

♥ Honeybear & Snookums

Its getting CLOSER and CLOSER!!

Love puts the fun in together, the sad in apart, and the joy in a heart.

4 days left!!!

♥ Honeybear & Snookums

ALMOST TIME!!!

14 months and 6 days thats how many days we have been apart. But in about 5 days i am going to have theman of my dreams in my arms again. That means 434 days sleeping bed alone, 434 days coming home to your stuffed animals that remind you of the one you are without, 434 days without kisses from the one you love, 434 days without those arms you grew to love so much raping around you. Thats how many days as of the 14th of Feburary that we have been apart. It has been the HARDEST 14 months of my life. But to be honest it has not only made me stronger and him stronger but it has made our relationship SO much stronger; considering we had only been together a few months before he was taken from my life.

Its hard to believe that those 14 months are almost over and i about to have him in my arms. To HUG him SQUEEZE him LOVE on him and show him just how much i missed him! The serious FINAL countdown has started. Soon it will be down to the minutes. I think what has made this seem SO much more real is the FRG letter that one of Sal's friends wife sent me the other day; giving me all of the information about the homecoming and all that jazz. And there was this one line that honestly made me smile from ear to ear, and here it is "this will be the first time you get to see your Soldier." Seeing this and reading it just made me think of the first time that i get to see him. I mean after all these months, i have gotten to see him on webcam but honestly it is not the same as seeing them in person. Being able to touch the skin that you have longed for, feel the skin that you have touched so many times. It BOGGLES my mind that he is going to be home. I was thinking to myself the other day when i was walking Kaelyn around the back yard, how different is it going to be with him home? I mean different in a good/weird way. I mean one gets SO used to doing everything alone, how are you going to react knowing that there is someone there to help you. I am going to love it. I miss having him home with me. I miss having him in the car with me, singing songs with me and dancing like CRAZY MONKIES in the car. There are so many things that i could just keep going on and on and on about what i miss about him. But i think the most important this is that i miss him. Im just READY to have him home, for him to be able to hold me and be able to hold his daughter for the first time. I know he is going to fall even more in love with her then he already is. She has stolen my ♥ that i know that she is going to steal daddys ♥ even more. I AM JUST SO EXCITED!!!!!

On another note, heres an update on me and kaelyn. We are doing GREAT! We had ourselves a little cold that is still kind of lingerng on. But other then that we are doing good. We have been taking trips to get things ready for daddy. She is also getting into her routine of eating and sleeping. She is still in her sleeping alot stage but she is getting better at being awake and looking at things. She has started to roll over from being on her tummy. She is doing really good. We both have our month check up on the 20th of this month (day after daddy gets home, good to have him be involved with baby) ad we will see to make sure that everything is all fine. I mean i have been feeling fine; besides the rash that i had a few weeks ago and the cramping i got from getting on the mini pill. Im getting excited about getting this check up done knowing that we are both even better then we are, i mean i dont know for a fact that everything is okay, but from how we are doing im assuming we are. We are just READY for daddy to be home!!!

♥ Honeybear & Snookums

The Final Countdown!

Custom Countdowns & MySpace Layouts

Tummy Time <3

Heres a few pictures of Kaelyns tummy time on her boppy.

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My Monday.

Update on my eventful Monday. To start it off i got my new couch..YAY!! My uncle was so nice to help me with that since it was too big for my car he went and got it for me and brought it to my humble abode and helped me put it together. It was pretty funny, im happy i had help cause even listening to what he was saying i hooked two pieces together that were not to be hooked together. And then when it came to this one piece there were holes for it to fit into and i didnt know (since the instructions DO NOT tell you that there are holes for the piece) and i was sitting there for almost 20 mins trying to figure it out and my uncle grabs the piece and finds the holes, i sure felt like a TARD!! Also moved our bed upstairs, but we were having trouble getting the box spring up the stairs; i hope maybe when he gets home we can try again but we will have to see. I feel that if it doesnt fit it doesnt fit. It not like we are staying here for a long time, we really only about 5 or 6 months left in thsi house and then we go to a new place. But i LOVE our couch, it makes the house start to feel like a house.....somewhat.

Then miss Kaelyn had her very first bath. She DID NOT like that one bit. But the poor little girlie needed a bath since her little cord came off. She wasnt too happy but she smells PRETTY now. OH...then when i was feeding our darling daughter; im not sure i put the diaper on good enough, she started to pee and well she peed on her mother. But HEY thats motherhood. The darn kid already pooped on me as well..lol.

Also we are ANOTHER day closer to hubby/daddy coming home. I am getting SO SO SO SO excited. They took one step closer, they cleaned out the FOB and are now at the main camp and he will be there till he leaves to head home. I know i say this like EVERYTIME but i still can not believe that he is coming home and now its less than like 20 days. OMG im just so EXCITED!!!

♥ Honeybear & Snookums

A little update

A few days have gone and passed and things are starting to get better. Shes starting to get used to the house and the best of all her bassinet. She sleeps in there now instead of her car seat. I think that she is becoming content with knowing that this is home and she wont be moving anymore.

Had a funny day yesturday. Well first off i was changing her and she decided that right as i was throwing the diaper away that she would relieve herself all over her nightie and her blanket. SO i had to change her. Then once she was all changed and she slept a little it was feeding time and i was changing her again and she decided that it would be funny to POOP...yes i said POOP on her mommy. What was the funniest thing was that she was laying down and it squirted at me. I think she coughed or was crying really hard and it just squirted. It landed on my pants, my tummy and her blanket. We sure have one talented daughter.

Then i was having myself a little FLIP out because i hadnt heard from Sal in over 24 hours. But i knew that i was just over reacting like i usually do. I just have those days, i mean deep down inside i know that everything is just A OK but then theres still that worry that something might happen. And right now it scares me a million times more because he is coming home soon. But then i eventually got ahold of him and it was by far the best 2 hours of my life. Just being able to talk to him and hear his voice and hear him laugh and just laugh together. I get like a little school girl when im able to hear his voice. I have a smile from ear to ear. Its the best feeling ever. But i think that the BEST feeling ever is going to the moment that i get to hold him again. Feel is heart beat, feel is warm skin, and take him home with me and know that he wont be leaving me again for a while to go back to that place that scares the living shit out of me.

It is still HARD to believe that our 15 months are almost over. I mean it feels like just the other day i was taking him to schofield to drop him off and say good-bye. All the endless hours i spent talking to him online are coming to an end and im so EXCITED! I been waiting for this day since he left 420 days ago. DAM!!! 420 days! Doesnt really seem that long when you look at it that way. But when you look at it as 15 months is seems a million times longer. But the end is in sight, we are in the last stretch of this LONG ASS mile. And we will finally be together again. Hard to believe that we have made it this far and this long. When we were talking today we were talking about how long we have been together. And well May 25th 2009 will make 2 years, but physically together we have been together about 5 months. Sure shows you how the military life goes. No matter how hard it can get its the life that i choose, well hes the life that i choose and im not gonna wine and piss and moan because hes gone. I admit it was hard, and i wasnt prepared for what was to come but i came into this relationship fully knowing that he was going to be deployed shortly after we met. But we have grown so much in the past year that its insane. We have had our ups and we have had our downs (more ups then downs) but no matter what we have been there by one anothers side supporting one another. I love him so much more then i did the moment i met him. We have grown as one and as a couple. I am SO happy that i found him and the he accepts me for the person that i am, flaws and all! I love him more and more as each day goes by and im counting down the days that i have left till i get to hold my baby in his arms and he gets to hold our baby in his arms as well. Thank GOD that this deployment is over. Im so ready to have our family together.

♥ Honeybear & Snookums